Love when its abused
Trust broken, leaving
You feeling all used inside!
Energy sapped, precious emotions spent
Hate suddenly brims up
Unseen, once dormant
Now red, ugly, heated
Triggered, volcanic, lethal
Seeing happy couples around
Hand in hand enjoying
Laughing, touching, caring
And one looks back
At the wondrous moments shared
Hot passion, innocence snared
Unfathomable - the act, the pretense
The sham longing displayed
When from the beginning
It was only a shoddy game essayed
Letters torn, blocked on FB
Abuses hurled, dirty mud-slinging
Haunting, consuming rage
A crippling feeling
Leaving one from all corners frayed
Friends we were - inseparable, wild, free
And could have till the end been
If only you had not
Taken the chance
To toy with my fragile being and heart !
-- Devikka Bantawa
Trust broken, leaving
You feeling all used inside!
Energy sapped, precious emotions spent
Hate suddenly brims up
Unseen, once dormant
Now red, ugly, heated
Triggered, volcanic, lethal
Seeing happy couples around
Hand in hand enjoying
Laughing, touching, caring
And one looks back
At the wondrous moments shared
Hot passion, innocence snared
Unfathomable - the act, the pretense
The sham longing displayed
When from the beginning
It was only a shoddy game essayed
Letters torn, blocked on FB
Abuses hurled, dirty mud-slinging
Haunting, consuming rage
A crippling feeling
Leaving one from all corners frayed
Friends we were - inseparable, wild, free
And could have till the end been
If only you had not
Taken the chance
To toy with my fragile being and heart !
-- Devikka Bantawa

Let me confess I read such heart wrenching stuff after very very long time...
ReplyDeleteSo many emotions are conveyed in a such a beautifully chosen words... and its not out and out verbose stuff, sense of reality and simplicity of thought all over the place...
It seems lot was going on inside you when you write this...
Write more, You write good stuff
Thnx.. Will do.. But of coz, havent been v high on schedules.. so need 2 work on time management, only den the regularity will flow..
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